childhood memories ii

 Memories Part II - What i Used to Eat & Buy When Im Just A Kid!
Went Brunei last weekend, taking our breakfast in Miri. Finished my food, thought of buying some snacks, and then i saw all these, didnt take all the pixies coz the "tauke nio" is laughing at me + being too excited when i found all these at her shop. i told her, these are wat i used to buy when im a kid!


New Hotta! Made in Thailand! it doesnt taste nice actually, when im a kid, i love it coz of it's bottle! cute!!



my favourite!! Sour Fruits Powder! open the cap, used the given straw to suck all the powder out! sounds stupid but this is my favourite! XD! i used to fill in water to the empty bottle then use the given straw to drink or just gulp it.. its so cool!

sweets inside the colourful guitar! js open n eat it~ being a kid evything's yummy except healthy food! i eat very little when im small, maybe too much snacks! my mum said just like forcing me to take medicine / drugs when asking me to take proper food!

my bro pump petrol, i syiok syiok blowing bubbles in the car~

pink + green~ cost RM0.30each. the one i used to play is just a plain small bottle with colouful liquid, not as cute as this..
i remembered when the liquid finished, i will owez pour in dishwashing liquid! <3

tis is wat i bought yesterday! from the wet market! i used to put them into the fridge, when its frozen it taste much more better! XD! i have CIGAR since im 2 ok~

nah! my cigar!

narh!! my colored bomb!!!

遇见爱 love personified..

cover of the book! it records the testimonials of 7 Taiwan artists..
七个年轻艺人的得救见证

love personified 遇见。爱

van ness 问妈妈：你愿意接受上帝，跟我一起祷告吗？

Jaeson Ma 牧师给van ness 的手写信笺，牧师以他为荣，夸赞他是上帝眼中的真男人。

迈向梦想，成就，原本应该快乐，为何却换来空虚？



God is better than Sex 比性更重要的事。

重要的是爱，是家人。

原谅本来就很难，要原谅伤害你的人，更难。而，当她原谅时，哪一天,她觉得自己被释放了。

黑人：态度，孙越檫着眼泪说”态度“感动了他的心。

”我希望累积自己的影响力，这样我才能帮助更多人” - 黑人

不要以你是单亲家庭当作借口，你必须面对人生，要成功记住三件事，“态度，态度，态度”。

单纯相信每件事，不论是好，是坏，都是美好的祝福 - 梁文音



只要你有才华， 你可以 - TANK
贫穷孩子早当家 - 梁文音
他的坚持，换来现在的幸福 - 杨佑宁
开始了很好的改变 - 蔡灿得
这是正面的改变 - 吴建豪
他的热情我们该学习 - 黑人
当她遇见耶稣，她热泪盈眶 - 六月

后记：
在姐姐家发现它，迫不及待分享。我爱它。^^

The Plum Blossom March..



Cold in the winter, the flowers wither, but the plum is so vibrant, so bright beautiful open



the will of perseverance

beautiful posture, light aroma

some white like snow, as the girl's face; some red, passionate

it gives a fresh and clean with some , lovely fresh pink bud

proudly stand in the cold wind

its strong, noble, indomitable

all over the land, the colder it gets, the more it blooms



It does not fear the freezing snow, wind, or rain


i hv tis Plum Blossom in front of my house.. it blossom after rain.. woke up in e monin n decided to take e pic of them.. i luv it coz it is strong, it fears not wind, rain, or even snow.. i pray so tat ill be tat strong..


share loves,
pink gorillaz

childhood memories..

few days back, after back from uncle house "tom yam session".

i was thinking of a lot of my childhood fun things while driving back... n i feel happy :)

my parents are both busy runnin their business when im young, my aunt actually grew me up till im like 12.. i see my mum once in a while, my dad once in a month or maybe just once in two months..

my couzie, who is 8 years elder than me owez cycle me to the kindergarten.. :)  i wish i could find all the pixies. playing badminton n hide n seek, police n thieves also masak masak is wat i used to do with them! oh.. also watching drama.. they r lots elder than me so i seems to be a lil adult when im with my elder couzies, n kid when im with the neighbours..


masak masak game

So! wat i used to play when im a kid! The "masak-masak" is so called cooking game, so there is father, mother, sister, brother. And then we will therefore pluck all the leaves or anything else to cook n maybe other leaves or flower to treat it as money to buy "food" from the others.. we used to find the old wok n unwanted pan as our utensils..  its fun.. i still remember when playing "Police & Thieves", i hate becumin e police, coz u gotta catch all the thieves and when the other thieves cum n save them u gotta run n run all over again just to catch them back. Aha! 

hide n seek

my aunt then bcum my mum's neighbour when i turned 7. my mum n dad still busy as usual, i get to see them, very seldom. i have more couzies n neighbours definately by then. Hide n seek, masak-masak are still must, but now more games. My couzies taught me how to play "three-sandals", tis is actually a game where u make the three sandals to be stand in triangle. A will be standing at the drawn line n shoot e three sandals, if it falls, A person will be using one sandals to shoot at any other player feet, if B person got shoot, then he/she is out. hahaha!

i got tis from google! this is the "three-sandals"!

Another game, called "A Seng". this is fun.. but i do not noe how could i explain how the game to be played. i tried to see if there is any picture that i kept. Picture is much more better than my game telling.. :) Next will be e marble game! if there is 3 players, u gotta come out one deal, each person gotta take out let says 5 marbles to bet. So it depends on hw u wan the 15 marbles to be arranged on the ground, and each one have chance to shoot at the drawn line, the one who shot can get all e marbles! there is once, my couzie n i were betting, i won and he blame my other couzie n they fought, just blame out of nothing! hahaha!

u can also just gather all the marble n draw a circle~

we played oso, "tiao fei ji" (mandarin) it means "jumping plane". this is simple, just draw the box on the floor, using either left or right leg to jump on it. Each level has different jumping style u just cannot drop ur leg. E fun part is when u complete each level, u gotta throw the stone backward. if u threw out of the line, u r out, if it is in, u gona collect the stone back (frontward) either bending or drawling as long as ur body n ur leg which u used to jump dun touch the ground.

"tiao fei ji"

my couzies, nephews, neighbours used to play at the slop behind our house, it is much more higher than the picture below! we just care nothing scare of nothing! my sis were saying. i bet none of u dare to do like wat u used to do liek before today! yeah i guess so.. there is still so many about my childhood game perhaps , continue the next time!

rolling down from the slope without caring anything!

o/s :  my sis, my nieces n i were chatting over the chinese new year, we talk about wat we have played.. i miss not e expensive toy set gift from my sis (she used to buy me lots toys, after tat very THICK book, after i turn 11! ) but all the above.. the "toys" without paying single cents but dirty butt evytime when we got back home.. haha! i miss e time when im so stress-free.. i <3 being a kid..

Taylor Swift - Dear John (With Lyrics)

Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you
Counting my footsteps,
praying the floor won't fall through, again
My mother accused me of losing my mind,
but I swore I was fine
You paint me a blue sky
and go back and turn it to rain
And I lived in your chess game,
but you changed the rules every day
Wondering which version of you I might get on the phone tonight
Well I stopped picking up, and this song is to let you know why

Dear John,
I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress,
cried the whole way home.
I should've known

Well maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame
Maybe it's you and your sick need to give love then take it away
And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand
And I'll look back and regret how I ignored when they said "run as fast as you can"

Dear John,
I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress,
cried the whole way home

Dear John,
I see it all, now it was wrong
Don't you think 19 is too young to be played by your dark twisted games, when I loved you so?
I should've known

You are an expert at sorry,
and keeping lines blurry
Never impressed by me acing your tests
All the girls that you run dry
with tired, lifeless eyes
cause you burned them out
But I took your matches before fire could catch me,
so don't look now:
I'm shining like fireworks over your sad, empty town

Dear John,
I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress,
cried the whole way home.
I see it all now that you're gone

Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress wrote you a song
You should've known
You should've known
Don't you think I was too young?
You should've known

arent they nice~ ^^



Designer : Hermes
Tide Black Leather Jumpsuit = Tremendous Thumbs Up!





Designer : Ruffian
Laces Dress! Simply Sexy~ Simply Classy!! <3 <3 <3



不是社会错了，是你错了! 觉得做人累 了就看看这些.

学会 沉默

有时候，你被人误解，你不想争辩，所以选择沈默。本来就不是所有的人都得了解你，因此你认为不必对全世界喊话。却也有时候，你被最爱的人误解，你难过到不想争辩，也只有选择沈默。全世界都可以不懂你，但他应该懂，若他竟然不能懂，还有什么话可说？生命中往往有连舒伯特都无言以对的时刻，毕竟不是所有的是非都能条列清楚，甚至可能根本没有真正的是与非。那么，不想说话，就不说吧，在多说无益的时候，也许沈默就是最好的解释。

至少 平静

在你跌入人生谷底的时候，你身旁所有的人都告诉你：要坚强，而且要快乐。坚强是绝对需要的，但是快乐？在这种情形下，恐怕是太为难你了。毕竟，谁能在跌得头破血流的时候还觉得高兴？但是至少可以做到平静。平静地看待这件事，平静地把其他该处理的事处理好。平静，没有快乐，也没有不快乐。 

学会弯腰 会是我意外的收获 

和别人发生意见上的纷歧，甚造成言语上的冲突，所以你闷闷不乐，因为你觉得都是别人恶意。别再耿耿于怀了，回家去擦地板吧。拎一块抹布，弯下腰，双膝着地，把你面前这张地板的每个角落来回擦拭干净。然后重新省思自己在那场冲突，所说过的每一句话。现在，发现自己其实也有不对的地方了，是不是?你渐渐心平气和了？有时候必须学习弯腰，这个动作可以让你谦卑。劳动身体的同时，也擦亮了自己的心绪。而且，你还拥有了一张光洁的地板呢。这是你的第二个收获。 

 不要想 如果 当初

你说，人生是一条有无限多岔口的长路，永远在不停地做选择。如果只是选择吃炒面或炒饭，影响似乎不大，但选择读什么科系、做什么工作、结婚或不结婚、要不要有孩子，每一个选择都影响深远，而不同的选择也必定造就完全不一样的人生。你又说，生命中不可承受之情，就在于人生没有重来的机会啊。如果当初如何如何，现在就不会怎样怎样…这种充满怅然的喃喃自语，还是别再多说了吧。每一个岔口的选择其实没有真正的好与坏，只要把人生看成是自己。独一无二的创作，就不会频频回首如果当初做了不一样的选择。

努力吧 不管成功与否 至少曾经美丽 

漫步林间，你看见一株藤蔓附着树干，柔软与坚实相互交缠，你感动于这静美的一幕。让幸福与归属就此驻足吧。你想。不知未来会有怎样一番风雨摧折？也许藤将断、树会倒，也许天会荒，地将老。你又想。那么，请时光停格在此刻吧。停格即是永恒。永恒里若有这静美的一刻，未来可能遭遇的种种劫难，便已得到了安慰与报偿。

保持单纯 

因为思虑过多，所以你常常把你的人生复杂化了。明明是活在现在，你却总是念念不忘着过去，又忧心忡忡着未来；坚持携带着过去、未来与现在同行，你的人生当然只有一片拖泥带水。而单纯是一种恩宠状态。单纯地以皮肤感受天气的变化，单纯地以鼻腔品尝雨后的青草香，单纯地以眼睛统摄远山近景如一幅画。单纯地活在当下。而当下其实无所谓是非真假。既然没有是非，就不必思虑；没有真假，就无须念念不忘又忧心忡忡。无是非真假，不就像在做梦一样了吗?是呀，就单纯地把你的人生当成梦境去执行吧。

偶尔"俗气"...

吃多了健康食品，偶尔你也想啃一啃鸭舌头和盐酥鸡。看多了大师名剧，偶尔你也想瞄一瞄耳光摔不完眼泪掉不完的连续剧。听多了古典音乐，偶尔你也想唱一唱爱他一百年又恨他一他一万年的流行歌曲。你知道健康食品对健胃整肠有意义，大师名剧对培养气质有意义，古典音乐对提升性灵有意义，可是，偶尔你其实并不想让自己时时刻刻活得那么有意。人生不需要把自己绑得那么紧。偶尔的小小放纵，是道德的。灵气充满或许接近大人，但偶尔的俗气会更平易近人。

控制情绪 别浪费了~

今天的你，是不开心的你，因为有人在言语间刺伤了你。你不喜欢吵架，所以你离开；可是你只是离开了那，却没有离开被那人伤害的情境，因此你愈想愈生气。愈有气，你就愈没有力气去理会别的事情，许多更该用心去做去想去处理的事件，就在你漫天漫地的心烦意乱之中，被轻忽被漠视被省略了。因为，你只是一心一意地在生气。在情绪上做文章，这是对自己的浪费，而且是很坏的浪费。毕竟，生气也是要花力气的，而且生气一定伤元气。所以，聪明如你，别让情绪控制了你，当你又要生气之前，不妨轻声地提醒自己一句：“别浪费了。” 

抓住最好的时机 绝不错过

你曾经买了一件很喜欢的衣裳却舍不得穿，郑重地供奉在衣柜里；许久之后，当你再看见它的时候，却发现它已经过时了。所以，你就这样与它错过了。你也曾经买了一块漂亮的蛋糕却舍不得吃，郑重地供奉在冰箱里；许久之后，当你再看见它的时候，却发现它已经过期了。所以，你也这样与它错过了。没有在最喜欢的时候上身的衣裳，没有在最可口的时候品尝的蛋糕，就像没有在最想做的时候去做的事情，都是遗憾。生命也有保存期限，想做的事该趁早去做。如果你只是把你的心愿郑重地供奉在心里，却未曾去实行，那么唯一的结果，就是与它错过，一如那件过时的衣裳，一如那块过期的蛋糕。

偶尔的出离轨道

某次你搭火车打算到A地去，中途却忽然临时起意在B地下了车。也许是别致的地名吸引了你，也许是偶然一瞥的风景触动了你，总之，你就这样改变了本来预定的行程，然后经历了一场充满惊奇的意外旅行。A地是你原先的目标，B地却让你体会了小小的冒险。回忆起来，你说，那是一次令你难忘的出轨经验。生命中的许多时候不也如此？心无旁骛地奔赴唯一的目的，不过是履行了原本的行程而已；离开预设的轨道，你才有机会发现其他的风景。

悄悄 悄悄地 回归平静……

曾经有一段时间，你心情低落，甚至懒得拉开窗帘，看着窗外的阳光。因此你当然也忘了去看看，窗台上那一盆每天都需要喝水的玛格丽特。如此不知过了多久，总算有一天，你度过了心情的低潮，同时也想起了你的玛格丽特。天啊，可怜的花，她还活着吗？你战战兢兢地拉开窗帘，却见她迎风招摇，花颜可掬。原来在过去的这段日子里，你虽然忘了喂她喝水，老天却没忘了以雨露眷顾她呢。许多事物悄悄地在你的视线之外进行，而且悄悄地安排好了它们自己。天生万物，天养万物，一切其实无须担心。你只要做的就是做好自己，不留任何遗憾。